Hey, we rant, why can't you? ;D
Perspective.
From MY perspective, I have spent more that TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS (+) at the old location of Big Al's. so to me, I've spent 10 grand that came from money I've earned, so while all the stuff I bought may actually be used up, dead, or gone, it has a value to me. I have to run a tally in my head. Now from your perspective, the ten grand is long gone, spent and over with, so it's of no value to you, you need more money to keep the roof over the head and all those lights and pumps running. So perspective is way way different. You know what I mean? I'm into the hobby over 15 grand, and still have just an 'okay' setup. If I knew then what I know now.... but c'est la vie. So at this point, I still have that "holy shit, I blew 15 grand and I didn't get one hooker or any cocaine out of it!!", so I look to save what money I can. So don't take anything personal that you read on here, it's all perspective. Try not to get frustrated, but that's bound to happen on both sides. ;D